Isabelle! I must have missed your previous post, I am sorry! I hope your day will be much brighter, and that your anxiety will learn how to properly social distance from you. Hugs and kisses!
Thank you, lovely! I’m keeping my anxiety in check today, forcing productivity which, I guess, is what I have to keep doing. Hope you and your mum have a good day <3
That sucks! I hope things get easier for you soon
Thank you! My anxiety is a night owl, so it usually takes a back seat in the mornings and tends to leave me alone if I meet my writing/editing goals (so that’s what I’m going to do, and hope for the best).
Hope you have a good day.
All videos and audiobooks must be played on a minimum speed of 2x. Hobbies and passions are off limits until I return to work and have neither time nor energy for them. Birthdays are dark and terrible reminders that nothing lasts. My anxiety decrees it so.
the crushing guilt of being unproductive vs the exhaustion of being burned out. fight.
A new challenger appears: the paralyzation of anxiety!
you weren’t a “well behaved” child you had anxiety and were terrified of conflict
“a pleasure to teach” on the report card meant obedient to a fault, a constant need to be perfect to keep “a pleasure to teach” on the report card, realizing you weren’t as perfect a student as you thought when school got tough, and your perfectionism and paralyzing fear of “getting in trouble” is so deeply ingrained in you that you procrastinate everything because if it isn’t perfect, you shouldn’t try at all
Why do I feel so called out damn
This Valentine’s Day: flirting with anxiety, courting madness, and staring at burnout from across the room… 😬
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