I wanted to write a story that featured native americans in a positive light. It was set in this futuristic sci-fi alternate universe with like aliens and stuff, done to death i know but i had these native characters, and while they weren’t featured early on in the story they were to be more major later, one of them even becoming a main protagonist. i was happy with this, really happy. I knew stuff about the past and now and i decided i was going to make this a world where they had successfully taken back everything that was theirs. i wanted to portray them very positively, as strong, mighty people who were forced into hard times and had to find their way through love for their people, perseverance, and resilience.. i mean it sounded like a good idea at the time, ya know?
I’ve always been an emotionally sensitive person. I’m softhearted, okay? I just can’t do this. And now ever time i look at or think of my characters, i just think of that stuff, and it’s ruined them for me. it’s ruined everything. maybe i should be stronger i don’t know, but it’s hard to be strong with the idea of of… THAT.
This submission has been cut because it contains a lot of self-centric language, which will put a high emotional labour burden on our Native and PoC readers. If you feel that way researching our history, imagine how we feel living our history.
That being said, this concern is a legitimate one, so we’re addressing it. Any future questions along these lines will be directed to this question.
Breaking this down in two major parts:
How To Research
Brace yourself.
If you imagine history as the general worst case scenario, you’ll be generally in the right mindset. You have to remember we’re at 1% of our former numbers. You have to remember there was an active effort to erase our connection to our culture. This means a lot of death. This means a lot of war crimes. This means a lot of administrative coverups. This means genocide. Four centuries of it.
It will not be pretty.
Once you’ve steeled yourself for the fact this will be bad, stick to generalities unless necessary. No, you don’t need to research the exact body count and gory details of illnesses. You need to learn broad tactics that were used in genocide, and you can lock the door on diving in too deep.
The only time you’re really going to need specifics is for individual character backstories, to know what sort of wounds the culture would have carried. Again, you can stick with summarized accounts.
This goes for any type of nastiness in any background. Black, Jewish, East Asian, South Asian, Muslim— there’s something in every group. So long as they’re marginalized somewhere, it can get terrible.
How To Gain Hope Back
Look for resistance efforts and lift them up. Idle No More, NoDLAP, SaveTheInlet. Those three are good starting places for Native issues, and show we will not die. We might have had genocide, but that will not kill us.
Because in the end, we are still here. Every people who has been killed and had active efforts against them is still here. No matter what horror has happened, there are resistance efforts.
You can also add to the voices of lifting people up. Have Natives reclaim their land. Have Wakanda. These idealistic worlds exist because somebody said “hey, we want to imagine a paradise where these people grew strong.”
Be careful not to speak over those in the group, of course. A white person creating Wakanda would be out of place. But you can ask us what our paradise would look like and respect its existence. You can learn about how stories in there would look like and write Black people being Black and displaying their African culture proudly.
In the end
You can’t isolate yourself from the fact these painful things happened.
The dominant group needs to realize these sorts of systems are in place and are still actively oppressing others. You can take breaks, you can surround yourself with fluffy things, but if you completely shut it off with “that only happens out there”, then you end up complicit.
No, you don’t have to go out and be an activist. But you need to know the basics in respecting us, which starts with recognizing marginalization is a two way street. If the dominant group doesn’t start to dismantle its internal mechanisms, marginalization will continue.
Ignorance is supremacy’s biggest weapon, followed by fear. The dominant group wants you to be too afraid to look into this, because so long as you are too afraid to break ignorance, you do not know when or how to resist its efforts in continuing to oppress those people who you already over-empathize with.
You can use your own pain to help us ease ours. Because in the end, that pain comes from helplessness. That pain comes from not knowing how to stop it, not knowing how to help others.
You can learn how to help us.
Only then will all our pain stop.
~ Mod Lesya